Sitting, Breathing, Letting Go, Restarting

I begin with a namaste to myself & to the universe having awareness of my seat the placement of my limbs & feet the engagement of my spine for me in meditation this energy can make or break me the body awareness scan I have to smile because  I know we all have it. In a deep inhale I say let it begin & I start breathing, letting go, restarting.

Here come Hunaman in my mind the distraction I start thinking I have been reading Real Happiness  return to the stream breathing,letting go I am I am breathing & letting go & restarting many times over its all good no judgment. Then Hunaman becomes larger than my meditation I start thinking about my job I am a N.Y. firefighter I start thinking about the firehouse & some fires we had & some of the men we call brothers & I think Sal get back on board here just breath & let go restart and so I am able to breathe & stay in my breath for a nice amount of time ...what ever that means nice amount of time I would describe it as comfort in my body and mind & breath.

Here comes day two I begin with my namaste to myself & to the universe I have been reading Real Happiness and enjoying it sharing the book with some yogis in my studio as meditation is always a hot topic in my studio especially with my teachers we are always sharing so what works for you. This week sharing with two teachers that really want to meditate with a full heart I say you have to get this book and just breathe, let go, restart,and that exactly what I did today it was great no Hunaman in my mind. I simply did sit, breath, let go restart.

Today is a new day I am home and thinking when will I have time to meditate my to do list is endless my daughters car needs to be fixed, my son tells me his clutch is blown out on his car so I decide to carry the book Real Happiness around  with me  this might seem funny to others but for me car to car I place this book on the dash board it is my  physical reminder to make time....take time....do the time. So now I am at the auto repair place for my daughters car and  the machanic says it going to take awhile so I think to myself  ok well I am just going to sit here grounded of course not in posture but in a chair feet firmly planted to the earth and I begin Namaste to myself & to the universe my breath is eased my letting go was as if I was in a temple in India but my surroundings remain to be the auto repair space but only my physical body is in this space my breath is calm & steady I feel happiness knowin I am doing my meditation today this was sukam (ease) when I completed my meditation I thought wow I am glad I am doing this Real Happiness Meditation Journey. Thanks Sahron for this gift!

Well today I am at the firehouse for a 24 I am a yogi where ever I go  & I think to myself I am going to make sure within theses 24 hours I do my meditation but as the hours tick on we are really busy a lot of runs the snow is knee deep the fire tone alarm continues all day & all night, in my mind I want to do  my meditation but its not Hunaman in my mind its the reality of my life. Now its 2am  I go to the bunk room finally its been a long, busy freezing night the kind of freezing that your bones needs to defrost as I recline for rest I begin to breathe, let go, breath let go I am feeling empowered by Hunaman he is not in my mind but in my body allowing the energy of Real Happiness Meditation for anytime anyplace to comfort me . My pattern continues breathing, letting go, breathing, letting go, breathing, letting go BELLS go off reminder I am at the firehouse as I jump up full of body awareness from the freezing day I meet the staircase of our firehouse  we all  usually grab the banister and work our way to the engine but  my innate body does not grab for the banister as I have for so many years this time with I go down that staircase feeling every step I was taking not griping at the banister. Did my meditation carry  me to this moment ?  I was fully alert doing what I have done for 23 years knowing this time it was different. Was this my meditation in motion? Maybe I will not have the answer to any of theses  questions and that is ok it was a magnificent experience at 3:30 am  in the morning on a freezing New York 24 hours of a fireman I was still feeling the energy of my meditation journey of Real Happiness. No matter what my next real life sight would be as a fireman I was able to hold on to the essence of my meditation. This is what I call yoga off the mat and into our real world. Thank you Sharon for this experience Jai Bhagwan !!

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Hi Sal! That was very

Hi Sal! That was very beautiful. i always say that the fruit of our meditation comes in our lives, not necessarily in a formal period to be able to just be with 3 breaths before my mind wandered, now it is 20." That might happen too, but what's more important is that we are learning to be more present and kinder to ourselves and others. That might not be revealed so much in a session of sitting, but might show up at work, or in an elevator in nyc, or the way we talk to ourselves when we've made a mistake. And of course, that's where it counts.

Fantastic blog entry today

If a fireman can find time to meditate in the midst of all the chaos, anyone can! Thanks for sharing these experiences with us here. It's very empowering for everyone.

Yay! You are finally getting

Yay! You are finally getting a little computer savvy. You can teach an old dog new tricks ;) I am happy that we are doing this together also Sal.  =D  Om Shanti

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